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Friday, September 21, 2012

Flabergasted

November 18, 1978 in Jonestown, Gyuana - James (Jim) Warren Jones, a self-proclaimed reverend, whose hometown was in Randolph County, Indiana, convinced  909 people, almost 200 of them children, to commit suicide by drinking a concoction made of cyanide, pesticides, and traquilizors based on the premises that the world was unpeaceful and they would be saving themselves from a lifetime of pain that they could not control. The "People's Temple," Jones' cult, was visited not long before this date by a senator named Leo Ryan from Texas who was assasinated along with four others at a nearby airstrip. For those over-achievers, you can look up an audio recording of this event taking place; hear people try and speak up against Jones, but he quickly "proves" them wrong and turns the mass against those who are skeptical.  Hear him tell the children that "it will hurt less if you be quiet" as they scream in pain...then it just becomes silent.

My friend, Maggie Stoddard and I had discovered this through a thread on Reddit, a popular site which the public posts pictures, stories and questions to create enjoyment or awareness for people or ideas.  After briefly reading the thread we had spent about an hour looking up information on multiple websites, listening to parts of the audio that we could handle without tearing up, and browsing through pictures of the man in charge, as well as the horrifying pictures of the site where it "all went down."  It was just a village area; there were dirt roads, low-income houses, and it looked as if someone had laid all of the bodies there perfectly...when in reality each person "chose" to lay themselves down after collectively drinking the poisoin, just waiting to die.  We read and listened in shock...I have never heard of this before, and it brought me to tears.  How could this have ever happened? Why didn't I learn about this at school? Yes, it was some time ago, but so was Martin Luther King, Watergate, and the Korean War.  Why is it that this event was neglected in all of my history classes?  So once again, I had a random burst for a thirst for knowledge, and decided to do my research and find out more. 

During my search, I found that his father may have a part of the Ku Klux Klan, and he studied people like Adolf Hitler while in school.  His classmates though, reported him as being a social outcast who was weird, and obsessed with death and religion.  Supposedly he held funerals for small animals, and stabbed a small cat to death??? I can see how others would consider him to be "weird."  If his parents, teachers, and friends and seen that he was in a downward spiral towards "crazy town," why did no one say anything??? 

It frustrates me when I learn about events like these completely in my own free-time.  Has anything like this happened recently? Well I don't know because nobody taught me! To my knowledge, I would say no, but this still shows that the education in America should be geared towards what we can use in our future, such as helping children with violent tendancies so they don't grow up to be psycho revrends and make everybody kill themselves.  Jones should have been given special attention as a child, and geared away from other children who may have seen his differences and bullied him.  Luckily, ther are treatments for children like this, but that doesn't keep them away from other children.  The playground is a cruel place and there is no one that someone can tell me that Jim Jones grew up without a single person following him around and poking fun at some point in his life.

I guess I am just rambling because I am still flabergasted that this event is complete news to me.
Okay.
Done venting.
Thanks for reading :)

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Tattoo Plug!

Quick shout out to Steve and Carrie at 920 Main Street Tattoo; they are fantastic! If you ever want quality, personal service, GO THERE! I have a simple tattoo that I got done by them (daydreamer behind the ear) and it looks very good. My next sometime in the future will be a peacock feather and it will be done there!

Thanks a ton!
920 Tattoo Company; like them on Facebook!!!

The 82nd Attempt to Get Healthy

I am enrolled in an Active Lifestyles class at UW Oshkosh. It's required. It's boring. And they require workouts.

If you know me well, you know that I value being healthy, fit, and excercising regularly.  The only problem is that I have NO TIME!

I am sure that many people can express the same issues that i have; full time student, two part-time jobs, and a list of to-do's up the wazoo! But I have found that all i needed was a half hour per day to get the exercise that i need.  In August, I started going to the YMCA with a friend (shout-out to Abbigail Kjemhus!); we did Zumba, swimming, walking the track...things to make the workout seem less boring.  Unfortunately, here I sit, skipping Zumba, and driinking a mocha freeze at New Moon, my fav cafe on the cormer of Main and Algoma in Oshkosh.  In my class we learned that if you exercise with others, you are more likely to continue that exercise because you have a support system along with motivation.  So why then am I still sitting here, with no ambition to go to the YMCA or the REC Center at school?

Well I looked it up.  My thirst for knowledge hit me like a two-ton brick and knowing that it does not come very often, I decided to act on it.  This led me to numerous websites:
Harvard - Why we should exercise - why we don't
Top 10 Reasons You Don't Exercise
Psychological Reasons as to Why We Don't Work Out
Granted, some of these are less reliable than others, but they all point to the same conclusion.  In my quest for knowledge, I discovered that we have a lack thereof!  What I need to do is learn what is suitable for my body and what makes me comfortable, yet pushed.  Following the stars' workouts and commparing my body to scientific standards and peers is not the way to go.  If I can take away anything from my Active Lifestyles class, it is that I have to find ways to improve my overall wellness, not just my body.  I believe that working out the mind is just as important as the body, and they need to be balanced, otherwise success will be VERY far away.

So I have taken up yoga at school, I run occassionally on the treadmill, and I stretch and meditate in the mornings before class.  I can honestly say they I feel better everyday that I do it.  I have made it habitual, and enjoyable.  That is why I can sit here and drink my mocha freeze; I have the confidence that I can be relaxed and at peace with how I look and feel completely bsed upon this routine I have created for myself.  I have also come to terms with the fact that sometimes, my workout will fail me; I will stop for a few weeks and get out of wack, but I can always try again! So even though it may turn in attempt number 83, it won't matter.  With my self confidence, I know that it's better than just having 82 tries. 

So if you are ever struggling to keep up with your "workout", please try a break.  Relax your mind, figure out something new to do (if you are like me, you will love the change!), and keep loving yourself! You are doing it for yourslef, you know, even if you don't know how. :)







Sunday, September 16, 2012

Hello, My Name Is

CATE

This is my first post ever!!! I'm a little excited and a little nervous' as I assume everyone is when they start their first blog.  (Will anyone like it? Will anyone read it? What if I sound stupid?)  Maybe all of that will happen, BUT I will never know unless I try, right? So here it goes.

I am starting this up for multiple reasons. Number one: it is the best way to vent to anyone and everyone and people can't get annoyed because they are the ones that chose to read it in the first place!  Number two: I want people to see how easy it is to have real emotions, and not feel weird about sharing them to other people.  If everyone were to just be themselves, life would be great and we all could get along.  But that obviously isn't happening because there are people like me begging for a revolution of individuals to rise up and be themselves! Do I practice what I preach? Heck no! But as a developing human being, I strive towards the idea of being myself everyday.  I fail, and fail, and fail some more, but I put forth effort, and that is good enough for me!

That's why I like birds, if you haven't noticed yet.  They are free to go as far as their wings will take them.  They are all different, colorful, and beautiful.  And they sing, a plus for this music geek.  They show great love for their kin (when you chew your children's food for them, it can't show anything less).  They can fly like Peter Pan, and they help out every princess in the Disney movies!  I can't see being like any other animal!

So, that is my little introduction for this blog.  It si defintely a work in progress.  Any suggestions? Please let me know! Just don't be mean; I WILL call you out and you WILL be ashamed! :) Same with any bullying of sorts; it won't be tollerated.  Thanks for reading and hopefully this wo't be a complete flop!

<3 Cate